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Even the Objects are Bleeding

by Averages

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1.
I can't even fuck you I can't feel my teeth I can't get your brother's wrist to leave If you don't cut your legs in the bathroom I'll take the cigarettes off my skin You were just a little girl when you were hurt by him Will we ever learn to smile? No they lost their kid. Who will be her maid of honor? She just lost her friend I've been taking too many downers my whole band is scared You set yourself on fire I was standing right there We can't feel emotion We just want to be dead Your father started hearing voices The pills won't clear his head Is there more to life than breathing? Is there more to life than grief? Everyone that I know is fucked beyond belief.
2.
I can't tell if I'm the best or worst thing that's happened to you what's happened to me? I'm doing all I can babe all I can babe all I can to try to hang on to my last ounce of sanity Well things are getting distant I mean for myself I never meant to put you back on that shelf why don't you just go just go just go please stay my head is taking over it wants you away What's happened to you? What's happened to me? What's happened to you? What's happened to me? I hate you and you love me I hate you and you need me All you'd have to do is tell me to not breathe and I would stop breathing I would do this for you why don't you speak up speak up speak up hurt me cut out my eyes burn my tongue tell me to see well you're slowly dying slowly dying with me you're the only reason I could ever want to be why don't you hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me What's happened to you? What's happened to me? What's happened to you? What's happened to me? I hurt you and you love me I hate you and you need me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me Kill me
3.
Dead to Me 03:25
baby I got something to say don't you turn your head don't you walk away you see I've got this gun I've got this shell and baby I'm gonna blast myself to hell you're gonna watch watch watch watch as I slide you're gonna look look look look in my eyes you're gonna see baby see what it means to die you're dead to me now baby I got something to say don't you turn head your head don't you walk away you see i've got this noose at the end of this rope it's a perfect fit fit for my throat baby i i got something to say don't you turn your head don't you walk away you see i've got this knife i've got this wrist and baby i'm gonna make a little slit
4.
I don't ever want to go back please don't ever send me back there they fucked my mouth full of charcoal they raped my throat with their charcoal won't you rape my mouth? go on fuck my mouth go on put it in my mouth go on rape my mouth
5.
Violation 05:30
you can take anything you want if you know how to phrase the question a tongue can cut more than a knife cleaving the deepest bones the darkest eyes a lying man knows words equate to pain we all own someone i will own you too violation violation use whoever you want for whatever you need i can show you how to phrase the question my last breath will be used on harming you please look forward to the day my life will end a dying man knows words equate to shit we all own someone won't you own me too? violation violation
6.
Bloodsheets 06:07
send my love to the last person i've destroyed i'm no man just a still a lonely selfish boy i sent you away with less than when you came thank your brother for dying since then i've only known pain he never felt a thing blood pools spreading over his bed sheets i cried for death and a breast to bury myself in my voice becomes lost in the environment i see the cuts and the lights when i try to sleep haunted by the taste of vomit licked off your feet he never felt a thing blood pools spreading over his bed sheets i don't feel a thing blood pools spreading over my bed sheets

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shock, numbness, detachment,
sudden onset of physical symptoms
change in appetite or substance use
difficulty sleeping/nightmares
flashbacks/intrusive thoughts
preoccupation and distraction
depression and/or suicidal thoughts
confusion, irritability, guilt
hyper-vigilance or anxiety
isolating or compulsive behaviors
avoidance of the area
time feels distorted
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Lisa Swierczynski
Andre Harvey
Cindy Anczak
John Kriewaldt
Brandon Johnson
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He was just desperate. He was afraid it wasn't ever going to work. He was suffering. We just kept holding him, saying if he could just hang on, it would straighten. He was very brave for a very long time. We kept telling him we were so glad he was alive. But my feeling is that, even then, he was leaving the planet. He just couldn't take it.

Keep talking like that — it's helping.

He was far away.

I can't get the image out of my head.
It's dark.
I'm sure he kissed them on the mouth, and told them he was sorry.

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released February 12, 2014

Music by Averages
Engineered by Paul Kneevers
Produced and Mixed by Paul Kneevers & Averages
Cover Photo taken by Grant Duffrin

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